So, this year will probably be shit, globally, no explanations needed. That's why our main goal is to survive and get the best from what we have. However, still, there's something more concrete I want to achieve.

Since I practically have nothing to lose, I want to get weirder with my art. When I started this art journey, my works haven't been concrete (characters just standing there, with no plot or hook or whatsoever) because when I lived with parents I didn't have any idea of what do I really want or was afraid of what I want. Still am. For example, I'm still very insecure about my writing, and in the previous 2 years I was afraid of the concept of me drawing NSFW art and sharing it. My first attempt at it ended up with a mental breakdown, but look where we are now lol, definitely making some progress there. This 2 or more years ago feeling about making NSFW is what I feel about sharing my writing now. Especially since my English isn't native and well, I do suck even with my native language, I think school is also the source of why do I view my writing negatively.

So concerning art, this year I want to focus more on story part, I will be grateful even for something very small like story snippets as part of image description, just to start from somewhere. I'll be realistic and will say that there probably will not be any fully fledged big comic projects this year and I don't like grinding very much, so I'll be stretching past my comfort zone at a comfortable pace.

Concerning my mental health, this one is tricky, because the dicktators are the source of my problems right now and therapy won't cover it, so I'll continue to rely on self-help. Thanks to my acquaintances, friends, inner circle and headmates I haven't collapsed yet. I hope this year we will migrate to Schengen Area country, but if we do, we would really need some extra help because big changes are always stressful to me and everyone else basically...

I'm also very prone to getting into online discourses, even if I openly declare that they're stupid, and we have worse shit we need to deal with. Because even if you criticize them, you're still contributing to it. So more self-control will also be good, but this particular problem is very hard to deal with, and I probably will need external help with it.

TL;DR: I want to become sincere with my art, focus on story and not collapse.