I haven't really written how I've been on here, so I'll summarize some things real quick

Life update

Oh well, uhh--

Not quite good, but hanging in there. I'm not going to lie, with how it is in world right now, I'm struggling with having energy to do things I used to do better before. I'm stressed and my brain feels very scattered, I feel like I don't really know what to do anymore. I try to occupy myself with activities to get distracted from everything, but I feel like I need to attempt to have therapy or support group. I also don't know if I need to get back on antidepressants or not. Very difficult to understand the right timing of getting back when you're high-functioning.

Also, if you didn't catch up, I'm a binary trans man now. Took a while to realize that I'm not nonbinary.

That project with journalists update

Either I'm taking hiatus from developing it or completely dropping it.

I apologize for everyone who actually wanted to see what's going to happen. You'll see the characters, but in a form of selfshipping (or porn, cough-cough) or putting them in silly situations. This is because mentally I'm very much in need to cope with things and have no energy to come up with any extensive plots. Plus I want to make myself laugh, not cry. That's why I'm going to get a bit more self indulgent now and try to understand what I really need. Expect silly and wonky situations for now. Maybe I'll go back to it, but not now. If I ever going to talk about serious topics it's not going to be through characters, but myself. Well, that's what I have always been doing anyway.

One of the current ideas I have is that since I'm very much Ben Cox fanboy, and he canonically had shit ton jobs, I may do comic strips about him being on certain jobs and what went wrong on them. I think that would be funny. But again, no guarantees.

Other projects

If you follow me on any social media or saw some of my arts, you may have noticed something called Mem VS Machine.

It's a project that is basically about relationship between Mem and E.R.M. (Exceptionally Radicool Machine), an AI with totally no murderous intents that he made based on himself. Basically, just some selfcest lovehate (mostly hate LOL) stuff between my fursonas. I make comic strips whenever I feel like it, here are some examples of their dynamic

Site update

Tags are here! Probably most important update for a blog site. Unfortunately, for now I do some stuff manually, which would suck balls in a long run, so I hope I'll fix my mess in code to make tagging more dynamic rather than manually updating all the html pages of tags. At the moment I think that this site doesn't need any groundbreaking changes anymore, aside from maybe some minor styling.

I also recommend everyone to learn basic markdown (Discord text formatting is actually using markdown) because it's very convenient to convert it to html later, the code I get from here is very clean. "What you see is what you get" sites are also good, but I noticed that I got faster specifically when I switched to markdown.